Letter to my younger self.
Fer,
Probably right now you are in our bed, reading this in the comfort of our old house, with no other preoccupations than the next exam or if mom and dad are angry or not.
There isn't a lot I can tell you that will change your present situation or the upcoming situations that you will be involved in. But oh how I wished I could be that person you need to hug so badly, but I can't do that, what I can tell you is that you will make it even if you don't have that person to hug you.
I'm not going to lie to you, it will get tough. There will be fights, screams and even punches, do not give up, do whatever it takes to keep moving forward. It doesn't matter who is left behind, if they want they will either walk with you or take their own path and that is okay. You have to look after yourself, love yourself, respect yourself and always do what is right for you.
Do not worry about friends, trust me you will have friends that will love you for who you are (yes the whole you) some will come and some will go like everyone else, enjoy them always. Always be yourself, do not try to be perfect, that will not get you friends. You will have true friends, your family is always there as well so don't let thoughts of you being alone in the universe go into your pretty little head ok?
Now enough with the heavy little one, there will be laughter and joy, there will be love, lots of true pure love. You will get some good stories out of your own actions, just like I said before be yourself.
It hasn't been that long so I can't really tell you the fight is over, what I can tell you is that doesn't matter what you do, it will all work out for the best, trust yourself and keep on smiling.
With all my love,
Your future self.
Probably right now you are in our bed, reading this in the comfort of our old house, with no other preoccupations than the next exam or if mom and dad are angry or not.
There isn't a lot I can tell you that will change your present situation or the upcoming situations that you will be involved in. But oh how I wished I could be that person you need to hug so badly, but I can't do that, what I can tell you is that you will make it even if you don't have that person to hug you.
I'm not going to lie to you, it will get tough. There will be fights, screams and even punches, do not give up, do whatever it takes to keep moving forward. It doesn't matter who is left behind, if they want they will either walk with you or take their own path and that is okay. You have to look after yourself, love yourself, respect yourself and always do what is right for you.
Do not worry about friends, trust me you will have friends that will love you for who you are (yes the whole you) some will come and some will go like everyone else, enjoy them always. Always be yourself, do not try to be perfect, that will not get you friends. You will have true friends, your family is always there as well so don't let thoughts of you being alone in the universe go into your pretty little head ok?
Now enough with the heavy little one, there will be laughter and joy, there will be love, lots of true pure love. You will get some good stories out of your own actions, just like I said before be yourself.
It hasn't been that long so I can't really tell you the fight is over, what I can tell you is that doesn't matter what you do, it will all work out for the best, trust yourself and keep on smiling.
With all my love,
Your future self.
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